okay, i'm in a better mood now.

that's thanks to an enjoyable BBQ and chillaxin' in the park, during the longest day of the year...YESTERDAY.

i just realized that it's ten minutes to 3 in the morning.

i just haven't slept well in the last few days.

i'm EXTREMELY stimulated.

i don't know, i am highly distracted and wired to go to sleep...too many things to think about...and i'm intra-web crazy all of a sudden...searching for stuff on my NEW fave band right now...

i am officially obsessed with 30 seconds to mars.

just in case you haven't noticed, i've had three 30STM songs in a row as my song of the moment...that's how much i've been listening to their stuff...even more so than with KMAX music, which is highly unusual.

i've listened to their newest single "the kill" more times than i can think of.
i've been downloading their videos for the last two days.
and i've fallen in love with the gentleman in the very right of your screen.
(that's jared leto, just in case you don't know who he is.)

i think their current album a beautiful lie just hit a chord in me...like it mirrored all the stuff i've been feeling in the last few weeks...i needed an, well, dare i say it, "emo" moment.

for a while i lost all faith in my first love, alternative/hard rock...and delved heavily on indie music (which i still adore)...but now i'm digging through my 90's and 00's rock albums, from some old STP to some AFI to the new billy talent...i even dusted off my very own copy of the first 30STM album...and i actually thought of selling that thing!

but seriously, i know, this whole emo-goth-rock thing is highly overrated now, but they're really good.

here, watch the video for "the kill"...'tis highly enjoyable.

oh, how i wished that i discovered their album earlier this year...then i could have been more inclined to see their show here in van city last april.

shiiiiiit.

it's funny really, how this very band has caused my insomnia for the last few days.

is that something i should REALLY be concerned about?

let me know.

and folks...15 days to PERU!

alright, you know what, it's fucking 3:10 in the morning already...i should REALLY get to bed now.

even though i really DON'T.

'kay, bye.

...peace out...